We were talking about gals' expectations on their boyfriend/husband. I made a remark that the expectations of Singapore gals are getting higher and higher. And to make the situtation worst, gals are doing very well in the society nowadays. Many of them holding high paying jobs. And they want their spouse to do even better than them. And those man who are doing better than them will most likely not be interested in them but in someone younger and more pretty.
That is why so many people remain single and unmarried. The expectation of woman need to be lowered. How many gals out there are willing to marry a guy who earn lesser than them? Not many.
My colleague disagree with my point of view. She said that there are alot of cases where the gal is earning more than the guy, yet they still got together. Or the gal has higher education level than the guy. Not all gals expect their spouse to do better than them. Not all gals expect their spouse to have a car or condo or country club membership.
And she is right.....
And she made me wonder, why did I have this point of view that every Singapore gal have high expectations? My thinking wasn't like that in the past. But perhaps there are some things that happen recently that changed my thinking. This is not correct.
I used to believe that love doesn't look at age or education level or salary. It doesn't bother about the 5Cs or the status. Love is just a feeling between two person.
Used to believe.....
I don't know if it is possible to change back to my old point of view. Its hard to change back the thinking after being thru all these. And all these while, I've been trying to chase the other 4Cs that I haven't got. Looking out for ways to earn extra income. At one point, I was even thinking of going into shares and doing part time job to earn extra income. I became interested in looking at car along the roads and finding out their prices.
I must be crazy to think that by earning lots of money and having a car would make chasing a gal easier. But I've seen a guy who is crude, un-gentlemanly, ugly and immature, yet able to find a pretty wife. Just because he is earn big bucks and drives a car?
I should go home, to where I used to be. Back to the stage where I still believe that love is based on feeling. And not those artificial stuff.....
I kept an SMS inside my handphone for nearly 2 months already.
She wrote about the reason why we broke up, listing things like no chemistry and different in thinking. I do agree with some of the points bought up although I feel that it is still possible to savage the relationship if we are willing to work together.
But I kept that SMS because of 1 sentence she wrote.
Btw i'll be more than happy if my hubby can support me!
Every now and then, I will take out that SMS to read back to relive the pain and agony. Its like a knife cutting the same spot whenever the wound starts to heal.
I'm younger than you. I'm only holding a diploma while you are holding a degree. I've only started working for 4 years while you already had 7 years working experience. I'm earning must lesser than you currently. My savings is much lesser than you.
BUT DAMN IT! CAN'T YOU SEE THAT I'M ALREADY WORKING VERY HARD TO TRY TO CATCH UP. CAN'T YOU SEE THAT I'M TAKING MY PART TIME DEGREE COURSE NOW? CAN'T YOU SEE THAT I'M TRYING TO SAVE UP? CAN'T YOU SEE THAT I'M INVESTING MY SAVINGS SO THAT I CAN GET MORE MONEY OUT OF IT? CAN'T YOU SEE THAT I'M WAITING FOR THAT FUCKING BONUS BEFORE MOVING ON TO ANOTHER JOB WITH BETTER PROSPECT?
WHAT ELSE DO YOU WANT FROM ME?????